what had happened was...
steven j (ex manfriend) and i broke up last nov/dec. i haven't had much action since. it's been over a year and its time for this girl to do the damn thing! with that said i signed back up on ok cupid. now since i have been back all i do is window shop. i look at the hot dudes and see that they have orange/red lights next to their names which means they are highly selective when responding back. at first i made this a mission...i'm going to get a red lighter to respond to me! woot woot!....that shit still hasn't happened. so i talk to some randoms and i automatically write them off because i'm very let me dismiss him before he dismisses me. with that being said wtf is the point of being on this website trying to meet someone if i am just shutting down left and right. so i took to okcupid and in my self summary i put the crazy on paper that i am making my experience on okcupid a "tearing down the emotional walls of emily griffith project"
since doing this i have received 2 ims from dudes that look like straight up crack heads. the old me would have been like keep it moving...but who knows? maybe these crackheads will have some amazing impact on my life. the point is i need to cut the crap and come from a place of yes! sidebar bethenny frankel is writing a book called a place of yes and i am obsessed already.
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