it's becoming a problem

ever since i signed up on twitter i have become obsessed at twitter stalking celebs especially gideon yago.  i love him and its a becoming a problem.  see my other celeb friends in my head have responded back to me (vivica fox and waitress from it's always sunny).  gidz hasn't shown me any love and it's making me reach out that much more and in a not so indirect way.  example:

@gideonyago is going to ask me on a date because i am secret-ing that shit! #thesecretdontlie

 

le siiiiiiiiiiigh...i'm being really patient with the universe but i feel like gidz doesn't even know how awesome i am!? granted i am making up in my head how awesome he is but still....this can work right?  RIGHT?!?!?!

so what if...

...i like to pepper in foreign words with my english.  it makes me feel somewhat cultured.

i'm feeling buzzy!

buzzy according to urban dictionary (my gospel) is the following:

1: Something that is interesting because it is strange; Something eye catching, particularly to one under the influence of drugs or alcohol mmkay.t
2: Someone that is interesting in an odd way because they do random, strange things.

there are other random and vile definitions but i will stop at number 2.

i went to get my chant on with my cousin carluch on sunday and i've felt buzzy ever since (my definition 3. feeling jittery sprinkled with giddiness) i really feel like these Nichiren Buddhists are on to something...I mean hellllllllo Tina Turner is one and she is BOSS!!

im ready for a change and i think this type of chanting life came knocking at my door just in the nick of time...i will keep you posted.

peace peace