do i hate the olds?

so..

i go to subway pretty much every day for lunch.  i can now say i crave a veggie delight! anyways when i see that dave is the only one working i pretty much want to run for the hills.  boyfriend has a lovely personality and loves to chat up every customer.  problem is there is a line of 10 people and i have a short lunch break.  seriously dave you totally suck as an efficient subway employee.  people were walking out left and right and his response would be "and stay out!".  now does he suck because he is an old? am i spoiled by the east coast go go go, i want this 10 minutes ago attitude?  like i said dave is totally a sweet older man.  he remembers things he learned about me from the last convo and always follows up on them.  but i don't require that out of my subway employee.  i want my sandwich and i want it now damn it! 
maybe dave is my lesson courtesy of the universe.  its like sometimes you need to stop and chill out.  its not that serious that old is taking so long to make your sandwich because its that much time away from your work computer.  all i am going to do is go back to my desk anyway and check work emails or gchat while i eat. 

maybe i am an ageist biotch that needs an attitude adjustment.  hmmm to be continued.

this is what i want!...right now.

1. to be able to pick up and leave whenever i want.  i think its important to see how the rest of the country lives.  maybe i am destined to live in portland, austin or madison wisconsin?  how would i know since i've never been.  that has to change.
2. to wake up and get stoked about my job.  i want to to inspire and be inspired.  i think it would be boss to open up a women's wellness center.  at this center we will educate about the importance of personal finance, nutrition, spirituality, and just learning from each other. 
3. to have a completely casual relationship.  i don't want to meet your parents.  i don't want to meet your friends and i def don't want to go to family functions. 


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