Saturday, October 22, 2011

on the verge of thirtydom

it's weird for me to move on out of my twenties.  i feel like it was my decade in the sense i fucked up all over the place, laughed a lot, destroyed my liver and didn't get enough sleep.  i am a believer in the youth being wasted on the young because if you don't make mistakes you don't ever really learn anything.  i job hopped, boyfriend hopped, made and lost friends and gained some perspective.  i am a bit closer to figuring out what i want to do job wise (not rot behind a desk for sure) which is currently what i am doing.  ideally i would like a manfriend but im not going to ring up because society thinks i should.  i believe in love i just don't know if i believe in marriage or children for myself.  ok so on the verge of thirtydom these are the conclusions i have come up with so far:

1. i do not want to spend the rest of my working days stuck in front of a computer.
2. i want to travel more...see the rest of my country and how other people outside of the east coast live.
3. i want to become a for real yoga person. 
4. learn and commit to balancing my check book.  its time to start respecting my money!
4.  i want to fall in love and let myself really fall this time.

Friday, October 7, 2011

i finally get it

even when i think i "got it" i still don't get it and will never get it...that's me getting it.